Bored

Having cancer, besides being heart-rending and painful and nauseating, is boring. Some days I'm too tired to do much...some days I have lots of energy...but I'm getting sick of having no reason to get up in the morning except to get up in the morning.
And I don't want to talk about my cancer all the time or do stuff to deal with my cancer all the time (I think I need a "cancercation") or take anymore long naps (like the one I took from 9:30 - 12:30 this morning). I meant to walk the dog, but never got around to it, and now I have too many other things to try and get done before the kids get home (and chaos descends).
Maybe this is a good sign, that I'm feeling better enough to BE bored.