Oh, and...I forgot the good news...I'm so good at reporting the bad!

I meant to share the good news: Avastin and Gemzar seem to have stabilized/improved my mets! So the course continues....last night the Gemzar had me feeling like I'd been hit by a truck; today I have lots of energy. I didn't take Trazadone last night (anti-anxiety drug used to control my hot flashes); I've had one nasty hot flash today, so I'm thinking, hmmm...maybe the trazadone is wearing me out, I'll try slipping back to one tab instead of two, and see how I feel.